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UmbrellaLady

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Favourite Movies
How to Train Your Dragon
Favourite TV Shows
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Favourite Games
Mass Effect 1,2,3; Yoshi's Island; Where in Time is Carmen San Diego?
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC, PS3
Tools of the Trade
Nikon D3100
Other Interests
Making things, all the things

Anaesthesia

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Do you know what it’s like?   To be cut open, and cut open, and cut open again?   It is a distancing thing. Impossible to explain. Impossible as it is to measure the distance between the brain and the mind. Between my mind and yours. The landscape of my consciousness is vast, and empty  now of those sparks and threads that connect me to others.   It is a distancing thing, this trauma. Such a banal word now, trauma. Where am I? Where have I been? Why do I feel I have to apologize for my new sensitivities, and my anger, and my exhaustion? Why do I have to explain these things in words? Can you not see? Can no one see how the narrative o
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Boop beep boop boop. Did I mention I got my degree? Honours in Religion and History. Yeah, that happened amongst all the brain surgery madness. I also have a job taking photos now! Which is crazy because I have noooo qualifications for it. I also had another surgery a couple months ago. just a minor one, hardly worth mentioning, just fixed up some wound degradation. Oh! And I dyed my hair cherry red. I suppose I could put a picture of that up here... Beep!
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I didn't post about this brain surgery, partly because I don't remember it all that well. It occurred on January 28th, just over a month after the last one. I woke up in the morning, and as I lay in bed chatting with my partner about plans for the day my hand went numb. This my body's standard warning for a ventricular migraine. I diligently took painkillers and waited for the pain. This wasn't supposed to be happening. We decided it would be best to go to the hospital, so I put on my comfiest pair of leggings and my boyfriend started making oatmeal for breakfast. Then I threw up. This was bad, vomiting indicated a sudden pressure change in
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Thanks for faving!
Was surfing the pics when I saw your head scar pic. Keep up the fight and good luck.
Nice gallery! ;)
My thanks indeed for the Favourite! :camera:
Thank you for the fave on "Tracking Time". Appreciated!
Sorry to here of all the Mom / Life Drama!
Good for you and your lucky boyfriend! Be Safe!
I'm here to stroke you, Your Ego that is! HaHa!
You have a very creative gallery!
I really enjoyed your work!
I look forward to seeing more!
i know im late but thanks for the fave